Im so blind.
Thats impossible.
Why didnt i realised it earlier?

Why did i let you crawl under me?
Why?

But i just deluded myself into thinking too far.
Somehow i wished what i dreamed is what i get.
Or at least, somewhat closer.

Sighhhh, not like anything i can say will change.
Just dont hate me.

and btw, Thanks.
Even tho i know you would never come here.


★ yes. no. yes. no. yes. no. yes. no. yes. no.