&bring me back to you

Maybe my life is kinda clumsy-messy way.

-I cant believe you guys didnt even notice he came out of the game.
You even ask him if he was playing the other game and he was!
He did play. Can t you notice you friends?
I know you guys have to concentrate on the match.
But arent you too much to not notice them?

Be more observant please.
Still call yourselves friends?
Even if i wasnt there, it still concerns me doesnt it?
Hes my friend after all.
& you guys are too.
But this is just a little too much dont you think?

-& i think that the clique is going to be over.
But where will we all be then?
Even you all think so.
Once she is gona, we'll break up?
I think that either we'll be broken or we'll be together-more bonded.
I rather the second.

-Im getting all pissed with you.
Yeah you. We're close. well, sort of.
But i am getting all fustrated. Epsecially when you get all worried for trival matters.
I get really annoyed when you say things about stuff that are non related.
Why? I dont think youre my closes friend somehow.
I just cant figure it how.

I know everyone sees us as close frined.
But i dont even know much about you!
I just know a lil' more than people know you.
Its like we follow each other, go out like best friends do.
But i know something, there a things which i can never tell you but others.
I just cant.

When i talk to others, you seem pissed.
& when i have to wait for you, im left out a lot.
So i just stand there feeling retarded.

-Not only you.
I have no idea what in the mind of ________.
youre also always with us.
But like wise, i have no clue about you.
Really. i dont even know your birthday.
The stuff i know about you, i got it all from others.
Why? coz they tell me.

I cant blame any of you.
But its like, there is no one close.
I dont have a close friend here.
If i go & find them(the close friends), i feel more comfortable.
Really , i do.
But why? Isnt this a class that i should feel better?
WHY?!

★ Im minor in a major kind of way.